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Today isn't one of those ordinary days of my life. I'm not quite sure if its the best day of the best lifetime ever or a one way rollercoaster to a sulking state of oblivion. I prefer the former. But I also won't mind the latter. All I can say is moods are moods. As time passes by, the mood tends to run dry or be of lesser intensity as before. Trying to remember the experience associated with feeling, you get the feeling (but not of equal intensity too). Reminiscing happy experiences is one of the things that make them desirable. That's one of the reasons why I prefer classifying today as one of the best days of the best (and only) lifetime ever. Reminiscing sad experiences will.. uhhh ..make you sad(duh!). But its a matter of choice as to how you consider how your day went and what you want to reminisce. I don't know about you but one of things I totally agree is happy>sad. ^_____^ 

Today was somewhat something like tossed salad. Bear with me for the lack of a better metaphor or simile but let me explain. salad salad salad (I'm thinking as I type) fruit salad, coleslaw, tuna salad, Caesar salad, garden salad, egg salad, Cobb salad, etc. (I'm pretty sure there are lots). There many many MANY types of salads. Do you get my point? >.< Let's just say that you get different flavo/u/rs and tastes from each of them. balsamic vinegar (tuba if you prefer it XD), barbecue sauce (my own preference :P), Worcestershire sauce (another one of my preferences), vinaigrette, etc.. Different flavors, different persons, different preferences, different reactions to each and every unique taste. Some like to eat salad like this some like it like that. I like mine oozing with happy sauce (NOT DRUUUUUGS XD). I also forgot to mention potato/tater salad (I looove it! ^___^).  *BREAAAAAAAATHES* I just realized that I typed two paragraphs as a semi-non-linking introduction. *EXHAAAAAAAAALES* I feel light-headed today as I just came from the YFC Youth Camp. My head feels like the feeling you get when you scrape what’s left of the peanut butter jar after licking it clean. XD I carry a huge burden with me all the time. You never see it because I never express it. If there was a test in school that involves grading your emotion expression ability, I would probably get an overall poor rating. 90% of the time, I am smiling. 9% of the time, somebody asks me not to smile to see how it looks like and I comply XD. 0.5% of the time, I am happy only in the inside. A rough approximate of 0.5% of the time, I could actually really be sad. ^___^ I don't know if it’s good or bad but I like it. Its a downside though in retreats and funerals, everybody is like "WWHHHAAAAAAAAAAT?!?!?!?!? O_____O" when they see you. But it's OK when you're around people who know how you roll XD. Anyway, burden gone. Check! (By the way for those who like to guess, I'm pretty sure you're getting this wrong :P. Never told anyone about it during or even before the Camp.) Next, I really love the talk done by Kuya Al. My seatmate during that talk, Wej, knows the details and reasons as to why. I can sooooooooper relate to what he said, such as:  1. -removed//edited out- seeeeeecret. XD   2. The hesitation during times of prayer or worship, comparison to billiards, and how it should be applied in life when it comes to God. DO NOT HESITATE! ^___^  3. How he used to sell stuff for cash. A laughing matter for me (and Wej <- he knows man why ^__^). 4. We are there for a reason. We all have a problem. God will fix it. (Explained it in the previous paragraph.) Weeeeeee.  INSIGHT: While praying I further(I already did way before) accepted my non-stop smiling as a blessing because I realized it's not that my jaw is broken or something but that there is truly a good reason as to why I do. ^_____^ Many many reasons.  OTHER STUFF: 1. Listen to Forever by Hillsongs. I got shivers when they played it kanina while praying while we were UNKNOWINGLY (not sure if I should be sarcastic or anything :P) waiting for our parents. ^___^  FURTHER INSIGHT (can also be titled as "More Reasons to Smile"):   There may be times that things happen that might bring you down, don't let it. It's all in the mind. Never give up! Remember, you decide how your day goes. Decide: happy or crappy?!?!  I choose to be happy.